Torn by emotions by Arabian Oud {R}

I am trying to gather pieces of myself slowly,
Trying to concentrate on what’s going on now,
But my memory seems to fade away terribly,
My footsteps are stumbling as though I am drunk,
But I promise by God, I am not a drunkard,
I wonder why it feels the wine’s held me back.
I have been away from home for a few days now,
But seems like forever for now,
Sadness has over taken my life badly,
I am so immersed in darkness
endlessly,
He gives me his hand but I refuse,
I don’t trust you, I say to him,
Confusion takes over my existence,
I am torn by so many people,
Yet they know not, how it feels,
For them it’s an act, but it’s not,
I am running away from love,
Because it hurts like anything,
There’s always sadness in the end...
I am better off without love for now,
All those people I cherished in life,
Vanished away the next morning,
I am so lonely without you all,
I wish they all knew, how I felt,
I am not as lively as I used to be,
I have made my mind up ,
I shall reside in this mundane castle for good...
Till I see a ray of hope come through....

2006

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