ArabianOud {R}

When you are with everyone but me, you're with no one. When you are with no one but me, you're with everyone. Instead of being so bound up with everyone be everyone. When you become that many, you're nothing. Empty By Rumi- Persian poet Image taken : http://www.trekearth.com/gallery/photo3854.htm

I am so insecure,I can't tell you why,seems like I am so vulnerableWhy do you wanna hurt me? I questionWhat did I do to deserve this pain?I know life is not perfectBut I never asked for endless pain,I feel like vanishing away into oblivion,and escaping everything,I know you think I don't dare,But in reality, you don't care,At first, I was unable to leave,But now everything makes perfect sense,I dreamt of us in picture perfect,Not a second one by your side,I am so insecure,And it is because of your betrayals,Secretly you cheat and play a game,Sooner the truth shall prevail,And lies shall fall out coz of it's weak crutches.This day you made me insecure,One day someone shall insecure your soul deeply.. by meJuly 2005 Image courtesy- Tracy L Cornett

You killed me with your words, That poked sharply like a knife in my heart, You behave like you know nothing, And you haven't done anything wrong, But less do you know, how much damaged you caused, You killed my heart and soul, I thought you were different to others, You understood my pain, and I understood you, We were made for each other in happiness and pain, But you proved me wrong, By behaving the same like others, I am all alone with no companion, For loneliness is my destiny, for the time to come Image courtesy: Demogorgon

They say if you are with a crowd of people, you are known as the most popular one, you recognised by the circle of friends you deal with but sometimes even having people around means nothing. It is one of those times in your life, when people move away, distances, circumstances, excuses, reasons, selfishness, whatever you can call them, it's one of these or all of them. With time, I have realised that regardless of how many friends I have, I am very empty, coz time has tested these people and I know who's sincere with me as a friend and who's not even capable of classifying as a friend. I have always been in a position to fall back on nothing but ground and find myself lonely again, the carnival has ended, the party is over, everything is gone. Despite the busy work life and all, the emptiness will never go. At times, I wish I was a kid again, with my childhood friends, not afraid of speaking my mind but as time went by, things changed, misery, sadness and pain over took