For the past few months my blogs have been very serious but now thanks to a few people, I am able to breathe back into my vibrant self. Well I wouldn't tell you their names but I would rather give them coded names: Abs - thanks man for your lovely messages even though you were so out of town and managed to keep in touch with me, I hope your trip to Hong Kong, Paris, Malaysia and Singapore went well, oh did you finally get to propose to that girl you love? ! Zaaz- your a nut cracker, your my energy booster, you watched my tears drop and then wiped them away, you were the one who said ' It's okay girl, I am here for you'
In the coming time, Arabian Oud {R} is going to be updating stuff which is pretty vibrant, she's decided to pack bags of sorrow and replace it by joy, joy is that makes your heart pump faster, raise those blood vessels like a roller coaster ride.. pumpin up my blood and energy, I am turning bohemian again, I forgot how to dance to those techno music today till Zaaz joined in, and what a company we make, I just couldn't stop raving like we did in Dubai 2003, girl we were on TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We became small time celebs ( smiles)
Work has driven me to a point of boredom, it's tedious being a journo at times, but now I am giving a new definition to myself, revamping the way I look, and doing what I am best at doing, being myself...
You gave me all those worries, and restless nights but now it's your turn to take it instead, you ignored my fone calls, messages and made me feel so insecure, always making me feel left out, for making excuses and making me feel gutted, for making me feel paralysed... but now I least care.... my insanity is what keeps me alive, my hyper active behavior is that keeps showing me a ray of hope ahead...
I can't wait to fly away and explore this world, I can't wait to unleash myself into a moment of whirl and forget the past, I can't wait to hold myself together, I simply want to scatter away, I can't wait to have another accident with a quad bike and do the most craziest things ever. IThankyou Abs & Zaaz and to someone else, for cheering me up and raising me higher.. thanks Zaaz for those appearances at our radio show, how we entertained people and made them laugh, how we would rap with our 'Yo yo attitude'..., Arabian Mix was a memorable project, I look forward going back to radio and entertaining my lot! Thankyou all for your dedications on my show..!
I was a corpse but now I am retaining hope and the quest to sanity has begun already..
The sound of IL Divo cheers me and the depths of emotions raises higher everytime I feel a heart beat closer to mine, someone special.. distances may be a thousand, but it is here where you remain, in moi heart...I close my eyes and here you are with me...
It is a sweet surprise instore for my sincere pals and a shock for those who enjoyed seeing Arabian Oud so low..
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