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You loved me never - by Arabian Oud {R}




You loved me never...
Now everything just makes pure sense,
Coz I see how stupid was I,
I thought you loved me deeply,
I thought you were crazy about me,
But now it makes me feel stupid,
Coz you loved me never,
All that was only an act,
To use me, and my innocent feelings,
I called you my teacher, my lover,
But you fail to meet that criteria,
I feel so cold, despite your soft touch,
I feel so empty, despite you embracing me,
I am deceived, because it was a drama,
I entrusted you with my precious soul,
And you cared less for what was precious,
You never valued my presence in your life,
Took me as another person, it hurts now,
Coz I thought you were my man,
My heart keeps repeating, though I ignore,
You loved me never, it beats so loudly,
Disheartened by love, I pay no heed to your words,
Coz you loved me never, never, ever, ever....

Comments

Baroque said…
was looking through ur flickr pictures, noticed u had a knack for arabian prince and princesses?
why so?
by the way loved ur pictures ;)
7:34 pm
Arabianperfume said…
thankyou for having a look at my flickr page and my blogspot. I have always been fascinated by the royal life since a young age.. I guess this explains it all..


do visit the website again!

Peace
2:30 am
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