Gypsy soul by Arabian Oud {R}

Gypsy Soul

It’s time to finally leave this place,

It was my home for a few months,

But now I guess it’s more than enough,

And find a new desert and call that my home

A new slate ,a new lover, a new feeling,

I have been living here with a lot of memories,

You once promised, you would come back,

But your promises remain unfulfilled,

It’s been so many years since I waited for you,

What a tragedy, my love held no importance to you,

I guess I am a gypsy, who would finally leave,

Wherever we seest the spark of love,

We travel there, regardless of its distances,

Thirsty for a drop of your love and care,

My soul spent evenings crying all alone,

And days spent praying for our this love,

We are gypises,

Wherever we get a speck of love,

We are dedicated to that one person,

With endless sincerities and compassion,

Yet the world doesn’t seem to understand this,

I felt like a gypsy for ages before I knew you,

I thought you would change my life for good,

By bringing joy and endless love

But I seest my life going back before I met you,

So I am going away, coz I can’t take it no more,

You never valued my feelings, or my existence,

You took me for a joy ride, like another woman,

You might think I am unfaithful or careless,

But question yourself the very same thing,

Stand in front of the mirror of conscience,

Then shall come clean all hidden guilts,

I am a gypsy soul, who could never be yours,

Coz you could never ever be mine,
I wish you read my eyes deeply,
You would find endless love stored for you,
But coz you were too busy else where,
I am leaving you silently, won't even tell you,
Coz it ain't gonna matter to you no more,

Because you never knew my worth,

I am leaving with tears and a broken heart,

Never does it wish to be mended again..

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