I must confess by Arabian Oud {R}

I must confess how I come back to you after a rough journey of painful emotions and sufferings, how you welcome me warmly and hold me in your arms.
I must confess that despite fearing you, I have learnt to love you and see your kindness, of how you were the only one sincere.
Afraid of the night and awaiting for the morn, I am no longer charmed by sunlight but by the glitzy stars. You hear me so faithfully and never give up on me, I must respect ...
Can they not feel my feelings despite saying they know me soo well, why do they keep betraying my trust every day?
I must confess that people change so drastically even when it is not my fault and when i tried to maintain those bonds, they just vanished in the dark..... they always pointed at me for being at fault, I never denied my faults but they never accepted theirs and needed a reason to break off...........
Oh how selfish have humans become for materialism has over taken your soul and draped your ears, eyes and whole well being.. where did the humble human vanish?
Shadows follow me and give me a spooky feeling, have I now found new friends in the dark? shadows...will you remain sincere?

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