I kept gazing in the mirror for long hours,
As I comb my hair, I feel so cold and corpse like,
Everything seems so distant and old now,
Laughter replaced by sadness,
Craziness replaced by soberness,
Excitment replaced by coldness,
The pen's ink has dried and I am still writing in blood,
Turn off the lights for darkness comforts me,
Everything alien sends chills down my spine,
I close my eyes and his presence is haunting me,
He said he loved me, but he lied, for he never cared,
I tried to hide from his shadows, but there's always a comeback,
Restlessness, disappointments, cruel words and betrayal are back,
Expectations were broken, my heart dashed a zillion times in silence,
As I bled in tears, I kept remaining patience,
Everything around me is a reminder of betraying people,
Sincerity wrapped itself in silence like me, so unnoticed,
Friends soon became strangers and I was stranded in the carnival,
Middle of nowhere, the path ahead is so rusty and alone,
My eyes kept waiting, these tears have now dried like a leaf,
Silent cries mourn everyday within this heart,
Only if they knew me really well,
Before they called me ' selfish',
Smiles are replaced by a sense of nothingness,
I reach out to touch the sky, but that is a failure,
I could sit here forever, pondering where I went wrong,
The mirror questions my beauty, but I am speechless,
Those dark circles around my eyes are a reminder of my ugliness,
It was always about you, but now I am leaving in silence,
To make it all about me..
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