I DONT NEED NOBODY by Arabian Oud {R}

I DONT NEED NOBODY, I DONT FEEL NOBODY,I DONT NEED TO CALL NOBODY, ALL I NEEDED WAS YOU, BUT YOU TOOK NO HEED, TOOK ME FOR GRANTED & VANISHED AWAY. I WAITED FOR LONG TO HEAR THAT CALL FROM YOU, THAT MESSAGE FROM YOU, TRYING TO RECONCILE, BUT YOU PAID NO NEED. NOW I AM WALKING AWAY AND LEAVING YOU WHERE YOU MET ME. I DONT NEED NOBODY BUT YOU, BUT ALL I EVER GOT FROM YOU WAS AN ATTITUDE TO DRIVE ME AWAY. YOU KNEW I LOVED YOU SO BADLY, BUT YOU ENJOYED PUNISHING ME WITH ALL THOSE DISTANCES IN BETWEEN AND INCREASING THEM, WITHOUT EVEN CARING ABOUT ME, I KNOW YOUR NOT SINCERE, BECAUSE THIS PROVE ME SOO RIGHT, THAT NOBODY LOVED ME ENOUGH TO STAND BY ME IN MY PAIN.. I DONT NEED NOBODY, I AM BUILDING A WORLD OF MY OWN, THIS HATRED AND ALL THAT POISON WILL GUARD ME FROM THE CHEATED WORLD OF LOVE. YOU NEVER LOVED ME, EVER, EVER, ALL THAT I KNEW WAS A LIE.. COZ NOBODY NEEDED ME, YOU ALL PRETENDING THAT YOU NEED ME BUT YOU DONT.

ALL I NEEDED WAS YOU, BUT LEFT ME ROTTING IN THE DARK, IN MISERIES, NOW I AM WALKING AWAY, LEAVING YOU BEHIND, WHERE YOU MET ME, SO THOSE MEMORIES HAUNT YOU.

Inspired by OUTLANDISH ( frm their song Calling u)

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