Breakaway by Arabian Oud {R}

Tied in traditions and promises,
Of sincerity & long waited nights,
Holding back till I could resist,
Letting the soul bleed for long,
But not anymore,
Pinned down as a copy,
I am not your average girl,
I broke the cage and ran free,
Voices calling me selfish, this and that,
But none knew the real me,
Your disheartened coz you lost,
You thought you got me,
Holding me,
Sands slipped away when palms opened,
I am free spirited yet so calm,
These noises have surpassed my tolerance,
Break away, voices chanting now,
No, I don’t need to tell you again,
Because it ain’t worth it no more,
I know those words coming from you,
Promising not to make the same mistake,
But the next morning, it will be the same story,
I cared enough for your existence,
To hold you close to me for long,
Never let you walk off like that,
But you got it all wrong again,
Overlooking my existence here,
So I am running away silently,
As you sleep and dream brightly,
I am shattering your dreams apart,
Breaking our promises and dreams,
Every hope & desire crumbled,
I gave myself patience for you,
But you had no time for me,
Being heartless & breaking your heart,
Vanishing in the midst of night today,
Little do I doubt you will find me,
For,
You never searched when I was there,
In your life.
Left behind in this closet called ' house',
Are my memories and moments.

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