Skip to main content

Thankyou by Arabian Oud {R}

Because of you today I am so dead alone,
Because of you today, I have none I call my own,
You left me back in darkness and in such cold,
I couldn’t even feel my heart beat anymore,
Because of you today I can not trust anyone,
These days go by
and I change everyday,
Summer is gone and now it’s winter time,
Never felt so blank within myself as today,
Because of you today, no one needs me,
Those feelings of unwanted ness poured,
And tears can’t seem to stop themselves,
Because of you today, I have lost all my looks,
My beauty has faded away and left behind wrinkles,
Because of you today, I am invisible to all,
You enjoy life and pretend to be so noble,
You always used to say I was your girl,
And you were not like ‘others’ at all,I thought you were my best pal,
But it was so easy for you break away,
And pretend like a total stranger to me,
You paid no heed to those rumours you heard,
And believed I spoke ill behind your back,
Because of you today, I am so empty within,
You made people believe I was selfish,
I let go of all those who wanted to leave,
Because I know there was nothing called ‘ honesty’,
Because of you today, I am so bitter,
Full of hate and anti love and marriage,
Because of you today, I have turned careless,
The pen flowed into mystical poetry before,
But now all I write is sadness, tragedy and pain,
They keep saying my pain is smaller to theirs,
But I didn’t ask for comparisons or sympathy,
I paid no heed to the pain of another anymore,
Because I have lost myself within myself,
Away from selfishness and this egoism,
I sinked into the mysteries of relationships,
At first pretending to be sincere and nice,
Once in, they slowly seduce you with their lies,
Making promises and taking away your sympathy,
In the end, all you are left is so drained and alone,
Oh! How foolish was I to believe his words,
Thinking he would be mine, only mine forever,
My innocent heart fell for the trick and I slept in joy,
Waking up the next morning and there is pain,
Shadows of betrayal surround me all the time,
People I called my own now are nothing but strangers,
Because of you today,
I have drifted away into nothing but myself,
And forgotten how it feels to be alive,
Because of you today,
I lost the true meaning of life with liars around,
And those never ending games that tore me,
Because of you today,
I have stopped believing in honesty and love.
So thank you.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

MISUNDERSTOOD- by Arabian Oud {R}

MISUND ERSTOOD At first they you pretend you care, But in reality you were ignorant, You offered help by lipservice, Nothing practical at all, Everytime I was depressed, You thought it was plain drama, Kept saying 'grow up girl', Changes were noticed slowly, The one day you went away, Here I was seeking love and support, Even my friends abandoned me, Everytime they met,it was about them, I pondered on what I had achieved, But there was no answer at all, They don't understand my problems, They never asked, expecting my life go-lucky, Here I am, Sitting on the bed, surrounded by dark walls, Tears keep flowing down nonstop, Wished there was someone by my side, Wiping them away, hearing my pain out, They call me names and think I am bad, They simply don't know my story, Love they say, is a medicine, But I seest that not, it only gives pain, They all called me immature and left, My heart was broken, the music stopped playing, Violins of my heart cried out so bad, Wished, the...
4 comments
Read more

Towadeeni (you love me) by Arabian Oud {R}

Towadeeni ! You said you love me, But today you behave strangely, As though we aren’t anything special, You treat me so casually, I don’t seem to understand you, Each time I confront you, You say I am being too silly, Bas, your actions don’t follow your words, Is this love I ask myself? You vanish without informing, Keep me worried all along, Maybe you enjoy this attention, But it ain’t no fun believe me, Once, You see me talk to another guy, I notice anger on your face, You puzzle me every time, Coz you never treat me special, Yet are jealous coz I stray, Towadeeni! Don’t make me laugh now, Love ain’t a penny, you keep flipping, I waited for long but now I am leaving, If not today then bacher (tomoro) you will love me, And I am sure of that, Coz ur gona realise, What you lost was something precious No one aint’ gonna take your attitude, I took it for long, coz I loved ya.. Bas now its time to leave , Till you realise what love is.. Note: Image of a model for Abu Haleeqa
6 comments
Read more

YOU SAY I AM BEAUTIFUL BUT I AM UGLY by Arabian Oud {R}

I am beautiful from the outter side but I am so ugly frm inside, you run after the outter side..thinking I am beautiful frm inside, but it aint like tht..majority of the people in this world are plain ugly despite the neat clean image they portray infront of others... They would rather go for someone who's beautiful and corrupt rather than someone who is beautiful and pure. They would want an easy catch, rather a hard to play person. They say 'beauty lies in the eyes of beholder' but I some what refuse to accept this, coz I don't see this happening. It's your outter covering that sells not your inside as a person, not your principles, no matter how educated or talented you are. No matter, how good you are at work or charity or as a family person, they don't wanna know you. The physical attraction that allures you is temporary, what matters is inside, your heart, your feelings, how good you treat someone. The outter beauty ain't gona last forever, what if God...
4 comments
Read more