Fidelity- poem by Arabian Oud {R

Fidelity

You talk about fidelity,

I thought you dared me,

I was up for this challenge,

But then it all seems so fake,

Coz you never ever cared,

Unaware of your mood swings,

I am here by your side, loving you,

But it seems like a game, a set up,

Watching me talk to my male mate,

You get so jealous, you walk away,

I am running after you, trying to convince,

Why do you take it the wrong way man?

He's only a "friend" of mine, I insist,

You don't wanna hear this now,

You say it to my face,"I am tired of your friends, tell them to go",

You raise hand to slap me and I run away,

It's been always about what you wanted,

You neglected my needs and what I am made of,

It's been a few years of misery with all that,

Those gloomy, rainy nights all alone,

Your living with me,But it seems I don't know you at all,

I cook that special meal for ya,

Food on the table goin wasted,

What the hell, this life's so twisted,

I sneak by the window and watch you,

You walking with that babe, all smiling,

I feel so gutted and speechless inside,

I thought you loved me, and only wanted me,

You talk about fidelity with those angry eyes,

But look at yourself, what the hell did you do?

Talking about love, but do you know what it means?

Don't make me laugh, coz you insult this word so deep,

Cheating behind my back,you think I don't know,

Only today am I building the courage to walk out this door,

Coz you never cared about me ever, ever, ever,

It ain't make no difference if I am there or not,

Coz you never valued my love for you, ever, ever,ever,

Wise men always say that, you can't lose what you don't have,

I agree to that coz I know that's so true right nowby me..

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