Immersed within this dark emotion,
I breathe within this darkened surrounding,
There's so much silence outside,
But a complete carnival within myself,
Nobody could comprehend my sorrow,
My smile & laughter deceives them sweetly,
An endless wait is all I have ever had,
My patience was long stretched,
Encountered by constant disappointments,
Overwhelmed & taken aback by hurt,
Anxiety & fear turmoil my mind,
Darkenss seems to comfort me better,
Holding me grounded confidently,
Lights brings its own fears & deception,
Glimmer of sunlight & false hopes,
Darkness seems to shelter me safely,
Entrapped in a wild jungle of life,
People scare me but nature secures me,
Sadness wrapped my body perfectly,
I walk down those crowded streets,
But within is an endless void,
You may describe as me sensitive
But that's just not who I come close to,
I was never understood with clarity,
Entangled in a web of confusion continues,
I am by myself,
Me and my best friend, my loneliness
Walk hand in hand,
In complete harmony, for eternity....
Copyright 2016
Words: Arabian Oud {R}
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