Hopeless in the carnival by Arabian Oud {R}

Everything around, everyone around yet there is a sense of loneliness and unwanted feeling in my bones. I wish I could you tell you what I am going through now, what I am suffering through but I can't. For this pain is mine to tolerate. I have lost all the hope ever left, love, friendship everything cheated me, I know real friends rarely exist and love is a matter of luck.

I am hopeless in the middle of this carnival, my pain is taking over my soul and slowly I walk away into the unknown, a sense of failure and sadness has over taken my body and nothing makes me smile.

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