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Gypsy soul by Arabian Oud {R}


Gypsy Soul

It’s time to finally leave this place,
It was my home for a few months,
But now I guess it’s more than enough,
And find a new desert and call that my home
A new slate ,a new lover, a new feeling,
I have been living here with a lot of memories,
You once promised, you would come back,
But your promises remain unfulfilled,
It’s been so many years since I waited for you,
What a tragedy, my love held no importance to you,
I guess I am a gypsy, who would finally leave,
Wherever we seest the spark of love,
We travel there, regardless of its distances,
Thirsty for a drop of your love and care,
My soul spent evenings crying all alone,
And days spent praying for our this love,
We are gypises,
Wherever we get a speck of love,
We are dedicated to that one person,
With endless sincerities and compassion,
Yet the world doesn’t seem to understand this,
I felt like a gypsy for ages before I knew you,
I thought you would change my life for good,
By bringing joy and endless love
But I seest my life going back before I met you,
So I am going away, coz I can’t take it no more,
You never valued my feelings, or my existence,
You took me for a joy ride, like another woman,
You might think I am unfaithful or careless,
But question yourself the very same thing,
Stand in front of the mirror of conscience,
Then shall come clean all hidden guilts,
I am a gypsy soul, who could never be yours,
Coz you could never ever be mine,
I wish you read my eyes deeply,
You would find endless love stored for you,
But coz you were too busy else where,
I am leaving you silently, won't even tell you,
Coz it ain't gonna matter to you no more,
Because you never knew my worth,
I am leaving with tears and a broken heart,
Never does it wish to be mended again..

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