ArabianOud {R}

I was soaked in miseries and no peace, All I needed was some love and solace, Crushed in isolation and drenched in pain, I am losing out the meaning of life in plain, Mutilated in patriotism and national identity, I am considered as an outcast not one of you, Unleashed the ignorant traditions of that place, And I set myself free from that endless pain, I hate those things called promises and love, Because all this society gives you is hate, Hypocrisy of systems and cultures exist, I am called ‘too liberal’ for my beliefs, I do not have to comply with your rules, I am not an outraged, characterless woman, I know my limits and where to press STOP, Your fooled by the cover of the book, But you never bothered knowing inside, Your are such a beauty hunter, did you know? You yearn for lust and then call it love, I am losing out the meaning of being myself, Because your selfishness doesn’t allow me, To know myself better in a way no one does. by me

Because of you today I am so dead alone, Because of you today, I have none I call my own, You left me back in darkness and in such cold, I couldn’t even feel my heart beat anymore, Because of you today I can not trust anyone, These days go by and I change everyday, Summer is gone and now it’s winter time, Never felt so blank within myself as today, Because of you today, no one needs me, Those feelings of unwanted ness poured, And tears can’t seem to stop themselves, Because of you today, I have lost all my looks, My beauty has faded away and left behind wrinkles, Because of you today, I am invisible to all, You enjoy life and pretend to be so noble, You always used to say I was your girl, And you were not like ‘others’ at all,I thought you were my best pal, But it was so easy for you break away, And pretend like a total stranger to me, You paid no heed to those rumours you heard, And believed I spoke ill behind your back, Because of you today, I am so empty within, You made people bel...