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Emotionally empty by Arabian Oud {R}

Standing by the shore tonight,
I feel so cold full of fright,
Imagining how you disrespected my love,
I have never felt so alone,
For a moment,
I feel your with me,
Your fragrance of Dhehnel-Oud passes by,
I am mesmerised and totally in love,
Kissed by the moon- light and cold weather,
The shores totally drifted me away,
Sitting on the cold sand,
I am building a sand castle,
Where my dreams reside silently,
Cheated, betrayed and bruised,
I am emotionally empty within,
Felt it was true love, you & me,
But less did I know, it was a lie,
Living a lie for such a long time,
Believing you were mine,
I escaped and burnt my wings,
Surrounded by your memories,
It feels to hard to let go of you,
Close my eyes and wake up to afresh,
I wish it were so easy to let go of love,
But for now,I am so emotionally damaged,
Waiting to be healed by true love..
Coz now I realise, I was never in love but only cheated


By me

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Comments

Anonymous said…
oh dont i know what you mean.....

so sad! but its a lovley poem...

We live and learn right? so i guess people who go through this can make it out stronger =)
Arabianperfume said…
True sis, we live to learn and endure.

i hope one day just one day I can prove myself right to ppl who matter to me and they can stop thinking im something sinister or stop leaving me in the middle of the road coz this temporary acquintance of love and friendshp hurts me now.

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