A change in locations can change a person's fate. I am a believer of destiny but there is a confusion that goes about for the past few months now. In this month's edition, I am talking about my confused heart. A zillion threads of emotions are pulling me apart, wrecking me and making me question what I want. After a constant adrenaline ride of love, I thought the empty phase in my life would sedate my nerves but I was proven wrong. Being out of a relationship, even when you know people have feelings for you can mess you up. Runaway is a quest for sanity, for every human being, the element of insanity is a way of balancing our normal life. I can not express more than how I am running away for some time from everyone, I hope they do not misunderstand me and do not hate me. I need to realise and know what exactly I want, I can not deliberately hurt someone or use someone, I can not play with anyones feelings. I simply can not. I am closing myself into a shell, which is my world..